TGF Rerun — The Transsexual Script

| May 13, 2013
Holly Boswell

Holly Boswell

©1998, 2013 by Dallas Denny

Source: Dallas Denny. (1998). The transsexual script. Transgender Forum.

Illustration: Holly Bowell. Her essay The Transgender Alternative, published simultaneously in Tapestry and my own journal Chrysalis Quarterly, was an early argument for a healthy transgender model.

This article first appeared on Transgender Forum back in 1998.

The Transsexual Script 

There’s no doubt analogs of modern — day transsexuals have occurred all through history. A wide variety of anthropological and historical sources document this (cf Feinberg, 1996; Roscoe, 1990; Taylor, 1996). It’s of course not possible to determine whether a female-bodied Paleolithic warrior or a male-bodied Cheyenne two-spirit ca 1700 would have called themselves transsexual, had the term been available, but case studies from two pre-transsexual era works, Krafft-Ebing’s 1894 Psychopathia Sexualis and Hirschfeld’s 1910 Die Transvestiten, leave little doubt some of the individuals studied would have availed themselves of hormonal therapy and sex reassignment surgery had they been born a half-century or so later.

The Benjamin Model

When the news of Christine Jorgensen’s “sex change” shocked the world in 1953, hundreds of men and women wrote to Jorgensen and her physicians, asking for the same treatments she had had (Hamburger, 1953). These were people who had been getting through life somehow, without any real notion it was possible to change sex. Jorgensen opened new vistas for them, allowing them to glimpse a future theretofore closed, one in which they could be changed in the same way as she. With this door opened, some of the letter writers walked the same road as Jorgensen, and changed gender roles. Soon, a new term arose to describe these people who changed their sex. They came to be known as transsexuals.

In 1966, Dr. Harry Benjamin, a New York endocrinologist who had worked with a large number of transsexuals, published a text, The Transsexual Phenomenon, in which he told the world about transsexualism. Benjamin, an empathetic soul who seemed to really like his transsexual patients, described them as desperately unhappy souls who were profoundly miserable in their gender of original assignment, so much so they were often unable to function and were at considerable risk of taking their own lives. Benjamin noted that medical science was unable to rid them of their compelling desire to change their sex or give them peace of mind in their original bodies. Surely, he argued, the humane thing — in select cases, mind you — would be to give transsexuals access to hormones and surgery which would alleviate their suffering by altering their bodies, allowing them to live as members of the other sex. Benjamin pointed out the success of his own patients who had had sex reassignment.

Three years later, in 1969, Drs. Richard Green and John Money published an edited textbook which established a medical protocol for sex reassignment, based on their own experiences at the new gender identity clinic at Johns Hopkins University. It provided a methodology for Benjamin’s model, spelling out the mechanics of changing sex, from how to set up a gender clinic to electrolysis to hormonal therapy to sex reassignment surgery.

Now there was not only a model for transsexualism, but a sex reassignment protocol from the most prestigious medical schoo1 in the United States. Other universities started gender programs; within 10 years, there were more than 40 such programs scattered across the U.S. When these programs all closed in 1979 and 1980 (as a result of intrigue and duplicity at Hopkins, a story I will tell in a forthcoming column), a market-driven sex-change industry began to arise in the United States (Denny, 1992). It is this industry which has brought us the present-day slate of sex reassignment surgeons, therapists, and other professionals to whom we go for treatment.

Being a “Good” Transsexual

The Benjamin model required that one subscribe to a narrow definition of transsexualism. Those who varied from the prescribed characteristics were at risk of not getting treatment — in fact, of being declared nontranssexual by medical professionals and by their peers. Transsexuals were believed to be imbued with a certain something that differentiated them from nontranssexuals. To be presumed to have this special transsexual spark, it was important one’s gender dysphoria manifest at a young age, preferable by age three or four; that one remember having played with dolls as a child, if born male, or with trucks and guns, if born female; that one be sexually attracted only to the same biological sex; that one be unsuccessful in the original gender role; that one be able to pass successfully as a member of the non-natal sex [1, 2]; that one have narrow and stereotyped notions of masculinity and femininity and conform to those stereotypes in one’s personal presentation; that one desire to disappear into the woodwork after surgery [3]; and of course, that one view oneself as born into the wrong body and, because of some sort of birth defect or horrible joke of nature, as “truly” a member of the other sex. Most of all, if one was to be a proper transsexual, one had to be thoroughly miserable. [4, 5]

The Transgender Model

The Benjamin model of transsexualism held supreme until the early 1990s. It was questioned on a number of fronts — by psychiatrists like Charles Socarides (1969), who argued bitterly that the proper way to treat a mental illness was by curing it, not giving in to it; by feminists, who found it patriarchal and ant-woman (see especially Raymond, 1979), and perhaps most notably by Sandy Stone, whose essay The Empire Strikes Back: A Posttranssexual Manifesto questioned the accuracy of the clinical literature which stereotyped transsexuals. Stone pointed out that because clinicians were looking for “true transsexuals” who fit narrow diagnostic criteria, transsexuals learned to lie to their doctors, telling them whatever was necessary in order to qualify for medical treatment. Often, transsexuals internalized these “rules,” making them part of their self-definition. Transsexuals, Stone argued, worked hard to fit the description of what they were supposed to be — by following a transsexual script, if you will (see also Bolin, 1988).

Benjamin’s model supposed there were only two sexes and that the only alternative to remaining an unhappy camper in the original gender role was to work hard to conform to the other. That is, one “changed sex,” going from male to female, or from female to male. The model didn’t question the society which created such restrictive gender roles or examine the possibility of living somewhere outside those roles. Those who didn’t fit the model — those who weren’t interested in going from one polar extreme to the other, were defined as nontranssexual; they were presumed to be crossdressers, although many of them were profoundly gender dysphoric. Transsexualism itself was a liminal state, a transitory phase, a necessary evil which had to be negotiated (as rapidly as possible) on one’s way to becoming a “normal” man or “normal” woman.

The 1990s saw the rise of an alternative to Benjamin’s transsexual model, the emergence of a transgender sensibility in which the notion of changing sex was replaced by the idea of a gender continuum in which gender variance was something to be celebrated rather than an illness to be cured by changing sex (Boswell, 1991). Transgender-identified people see themselves not as nontranssexual men or women, but as a bit man and a bit woman, or as both, or neither, or as transsexual men or women, or as something else entirely. Under this model the in-between state somewhere between manhood and womanhood considered so intolerable by Benjamin’s model becomes not a no-man’s land to be crossed, but a final resting place, a goal for which to strive. The transgender model holds that one is transgendered, and whatever one decides to do about it, one will always be transgendered.

The transgender model legitimized all those folks who didn’t fit comfortably in the limited number of gender boxes which had theretofore been open to them. Gender-variant people were no longer forced to choose between restrictive transsexual or crossdresser or drag queen roles, each with its own behavioral script laid down in stone. New vistas were opened. Suddenly it was possible to transition gender roles and keep one’s original genital plumbing, to acknowledge one’s gender dysphoria and yet remain in one’s original gender role, to take hormones for a while and then stop, to blend genders as if from a palette. It was possible, and even preferable, to be out and proud, rather than fearful and closeted.

The New Transsexualism

Transsexuals reacted to the new transgender model in a variety of ways. Some were appalled. They considered they had nothing in common with those transgendered people, those people “stuck in the middle.” They clung to the Benjamin model. Other transsexuals embraced the transgender model, rejecting the notion that they were “sick” and that sex reassignment was the only possible solution for them and other transsexuals. Not surprisingly, those who had lived longest with the Benjamin model were most resistant to change, but even some old-timers embraced the transgender model.

Today there is a new transsexualism. Those new to the community, exposed to both the Benjamin and transgender models on the Internet and at support group meetings, tend to subscribe to the transgender model. Many of these folks self-identify as transsexual as well as trangendered, and certainly they avail themselves of the same medical treatments chosen by those who followed Benjamin’s model, including hormonal therapy, gender role change, and sex reassignment surgery. They differ from Benjamin-era transsexuals in that they tend to be less frantic about having surgery, less concerned with passing, don’t “disappear into the woodwork” because they don’t care who knows they are transsexual, don’t try to rigidly conform to “proper” notions of manhood or womanhood, and are less likely to disavow their pasts and more likely to maintain their ties to their previous lives. They are inclined to view their transition as a logical choice rather than as something they “had” to do.

Good or Bad?

Has the rise of the transgender movement been good or bad for transsexuals? I would argue, based on my own experience, it’s the best thing that could possibly have happened. [6] Transsexuals are increasingly coming to see themselves as healthy individuals and not as unfortunates “born into the wrong body.” The long-term implications of this are profound and will impact not only the role of transsexuals in society, but will probably ultimately insure the freedom of transsexuals to modify their bodies. That’s because under the old model, transsexuals viewed themselves and were viewed by others as having an incurable mental illness which could be made more bearable by sex reassignment; under the new model, transsexuals see themselves and are increasingly coming to be seen by others as healthy people who change their sex because, considering how they feel about themselves, it’s a logical thing to do.

While the mental illness model provided a measure of social acceptance in past decades, it has built-in limitations, the most important of which is it removes autonomy from transsexuals and gives it to medical and psychological professionals, who serve as gatekeepers. One does not change oneself; one is changed by others, and only with their permission. And moreover, one is defined by the professionals. You are transsexual only if the doctor says you are. Transsexualism remains firmly in the medical realm.

While the Benjamin model legitimized sex reassignment, it also limited it. Sex reassignment was only for a select few. For everyone else– and that in all certainly means you, gentle reader, and me as well — access to medical treatments like hormones and surgery was forever withheld. [7]

The transgender model released transsexuals from the Benjamin script. Under the new model, transsexualism became a political matter rather than a medical one. This raised the stakes by an order of magnitude. The tremendous gains of the 1990s in employment and other civil rights protections for transgendered people were manifested by our entry into the political playing arena. This would never have happened had the transgender model not arisen.

It’s because of gains already manifested and because of greater gains yet unrealized that I support the transgender model. It lets us see ourselves and helps others to see us as healthy and whole, and that is a good thing. I also support it because it does not illegitimize anyone. Everyone can play this game, defining themselves however they please — even those who view themselves through Harry Benjamin lenses.

End Notes

[1] It’s belief in this “special transsexual spark” that I think makes it impossible for certain transgender community leaders to understand my viewpoint about gender dysphoric crossdressers. They seem to think transsexuals are imbued with a certain je ne sais quois that differentiates them from crossdressers, even if those crossdressers take hormones, transition gender roles, and live as women (as many “crossdressers” do). I have argued that functionally such folks are no different from pre-op transsexuals and have suggested membership policies which exclude transsexuals while embracing such “crossdressers” are hypocritical — or, as I have called it, heteropocritical. When said leaders responded to my critique with heat rather than light, I sent in an application to one organization as a “post-op” crossdresser. I thought it was funny. They didn’t.

To date, my question remains unanswered. I will ask it again some day in the faint hope someone in a position of authority will answer it. The question is: What is the difference in a cross-living, hormone-taking, gender dysphoric crossdresser, and a cross-living, hormone-taking, gender dysphoric transsexual who has not yet had (and might never have) surgery? A shiny Susan B. Anthony dollar to the first response from an officer or board member of a certain national crossdressing organization.

[2] Conventional transsexual wisdom held that if you were really transsexual, that special inner spark would make you pass even if you were a 4’10” man or a 6’7” woman. Yeah. Right.

[3] Maintaining a reputation as a nontranssexual person leaves one vulnerable to being outed, and can be stressful due to the very real fear of having one’s life fall apart because of discovery. I once received a help line call from a distressed transsexual woman who dealt blackjack in Las Vegas. Here is what she said: “A month ago, someone from my home town walked up to my table. He didn’t recognize me, but now I find myself cringing whenever anyone comes through the casino door. My supervisor knows something is bothering me, but I can’t tell him what it is. And I just know my boyfriend is on the verge of figuring me out. He wants to know why we always have to use lube when we’re having sex. He’s the kind of guy that would kill me if he found out.” So much for having a “normal life” after sex reassignment!

[4]  We transsexuals have traditionally defined ourselves by our pain. Every single one of the 50 or so transsexual autobiographies I’ve read focus on the anguish the author felt before transition. Certainly, the pain was real, but what of their joy? Why do we never write about our joy?

[5] I have an acquaintance, an FTM, who subscribes fully to the Benjamin model. According to him, his entire life to this point (i.e., the last 55 years) has been a sham, nothing but a sham. He goes about sighing and saying wistfully, “I can’t wait until… these hormones start to work/I have my top surger/ I have my bottom surgery/I start my new life.” He avoids his adult children and his ex-husband because they remind him of that “other person.” He stays away from the support group because it is full of all those “stuck in the middle” people, and despite the acceptance of his family and employer, he plans after transition to move to another city to start “a new life.” He is so preoccupied with the future that he is unable to enjoy a not-unpleasant present, and so busy with his breast beating that he can’t see how very fortunate he is to have so much support. Worst of all, in his own misery, he is stomping on the hearts of those who love him.

[6]  My Own Experience It was 1990. As the director of the only national organization with a mission to serve transsexuals, I found myself in a unique position. Was I really transsexual? I had been thoroughly indoctrinated in the Benjamin model, and had done my best to conform to it. But when I was honest with myself, it wasn’t a really good fit. I hadn’t wanted to be a girl from earliest memory, but only from age 13 or so. As a child, I hadn’t played with dolls. Nor was I desperately unhappy. My dysphoric feelings, although strong and persistent, hadn’t been such I couldn’t have controlled them and lived the balance of my life in the male role. I was certainly unhappy, but I could have muddled through my life as it was. I wasn’t suicidal, nor did I engage in self-destructive behaviors, with the exception of overeating. I wasn’t unsuccessful in the male role; I knew the manhood rules, and could do a reasonably good job of following them. I didn’t hate being male; rather, I wanted to be female. By the criteria of the Benjamin model, I was probably nontranssexual, I thought — but if I was nontranssexual, then why did I want so to be a woman? And when I transitioned, why was womanhood such a good fit? Why was I so comfortable with myself as a woman, and why were others so comfortable with me as a woman? Why did I pass as a woman so easily? Why was I so delighted by the changes wrought by hormones, electrolysis, and surgery? And why did I have no regrets?

The (fortunately now defunct) transsexual support group I attended was no help. It was geared primarily to ferreting out and expelling those who weren’t “true transsexuals,” and much time and energy was spent in doing so. During the year or so I facilitated the group, I was approached by almost every member, who wished to denounce another member as nontranssexual. No one was spared, myself included. Jana was “just” a crossdresser; if she were really transsexual, she wouldn’t have waited until she was 40 to begin her transition. Martha was a drag queen, obviously, because she was so theatrical, and so good with her makeup. Bruce was a lesbian in denial; how could I doubt that, since he didn’t act mean and nasty, like so many men? Ruth was a gay boy who liked dressing up. Henry had been married to a man and given birth to a child; what kind of transsexual did that? Michael looked mascu1ine enough, but he liked to cook and so how could he be a man? Ya da ya da ya da.

At some point I realized transsexuals didn’t have some special inner spark that differentiated them from other gender-variant people. Transition wasn’t an inevitability if one was transsexual; rather, it was something one thought about and did if it made sense in one’s life, if, on the balance, it was a better decision than remaining in one’s original role. In fact, one could be transsexual without transitioning.

It was a revelatory understanding. In one fell swoop, the transsexual hierarchy was wiped out in my mind. Now, those who passed were no longer superior to those who didn’t. Those who were lesbian or gay in the new role were no less transsexual than those who were “heterosexual,” for the transgender model made it clear just how meaningless terms like heterosexuality and homosexuality are when applied to transsexuals. Those who chose to transition were no longer superior to or “more transsexual than” those who chose, for whatever reason, not to transition. And most importantly, transsexualism was no longer an unfortunate transitional state, but something to be celebrated. I realized I was proud of being transsexual and had little desire to or stomach for pretending to be something I wasn’t — that is, nontranssexual.

[7] To see what happens when a society doesn’t transcend the

Benjamin model, one need only look to the Scandinavian countries. In Sweden, which has a transsexual law, only those selected by a committee of doctors are eligible for treatment; those who are rejected have no recourse but to remain in the original gender. They aren’t even permitted to change their names.

 

References

 

Benjamin, H. (1966). The transsexual phenomenon:  A scientific report on transsexualism and sex conversion in the human male and female. New York: Julian Press.

Bolin, A. (1988). In search of Eve:  Transsexual rites of passage. South Hadley, MA: Bergin & Garvey Publishers, Inc.

Boswell, H. (1991). The transgender alternative. Chrysalis Quarterly, 1(2), 29-31.

 Denny, D. (1992). The politics of diagnosis and a diagnosis of politics: The university-affiliated gender clinics, and how they failed to meet the needs of transsexual people. Chrysalis Quarterly, 1(3), 9-20.

Feinberg, L. (1996). Transgender warriors:  Making history from Joan of Arc to Ru Paul. Boston: Beacon Press.

Green, R., & Money, J. (Eds.). (1969). Transsexualism and sex reassignment. Baltimore: The Johns Hopkins University Press.

Hamburger, C. (1953). The desire for change of sex as shown by personal letters from 465 men and women. Acta Endocrinologica, 14, 361-375.

Hirschfeld, M. (1910). Die transvestiten:  Eine untersuchung uber den erotischen verkleidungstrieh. Berlin: Medicinisher Verlag Alfred Pulvermacher & Co. Reprinted in 1991 as Transvestites:  The erotic drive to cross dress. (Michael A. Lombardi-Nash, translator). Buffalo, NY: Prometheus Books.

Krafft—Ebinq, R. von. (1894). Psychopathia sexualis (C.G Chaddock, Translator). Philadelphia: F.A. Davis. Reprinted in 1931 in Brooklyn by Physicians & Surgeons Book Co.

Raymond, J. (1979). The transsexual empire:  The making of the she—male. Boston: Beacon Press. Reissued in 1994 with a new introduction by Teacher’s College Press, New York.

Roscoe, W. (Ed.). (1988). Living the spirit: A gay American Indian anthology. New York: St. Martin’s Press.

Socarides, C.W. (1969). The desire for sexual transformation: A psychiatric evaluation of transsexualism. American Journal of Psychiatry, 125(10), 1419-1425.

Stone, A.R. (As Sandy Stone). (1991). The empire strikes back: A posttranssexual manifesto. In J. Epstein & K. Straub (Eds.), Body guards:  The cultural politics of gender ambiguity, pp. 280-304. New York: Routledge.

Taylor, T. (1996). The prehistory of sex: Four million years of human sexual culture. New York: Bantam Books.

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Dallas Denny

About Dallas Denny: Much of Dallas' work is available at her website at http://www.dallasdenny.com/Writing Dallas Denny is a writer, activist, and educator who divides her time between tiny Pine Lake, GA and the Hudson Valley. She holds a M.A. and was licensed to practice psychology for many years. She retired her license after relocating to Georgia. Dallas founded and was for eight years Executive Director of the American Educational Gender Education Service. She started the Atlanta Gender Explorations support group in 1990. She was part of the group that started the Southern Comfort conference and did programming for the conference. She has long been involved with Fantasia Fair, where she was Director for six years. Dallas was editor of the journal "Chrysalis" from 1990-1998 and "Transgender Tapestry" from 2000-2006. She has three published three books and many book chapters and journal and magazine articles. Dallas holds a number of honors, including IFGE’s Trinity and Virginia Prince Lifetime Achievement Awards and Real Life Experience’s Transgender Pioneer Award.

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